Hiia there, hmm, so I am back again, with another crappy diary note I believe
OK, so lets start with a quote here
“i wish he knew better english!”
Now the ‘he’ mentioned here is this humble ‘me’ –> ‘ani’ and……. ‘I’, well I is some one whose identity can not be reveled at this point of time, may be later…
Well, now people, I know what you are thinking, you are thinking that those words really really hurt me or did make me upset and that’s why I am writing this diary note after quite a while in this blog.
Hmm, now I can’t say you are entirely wrong, I did get hurt, but not because somebody thinks that i m poor learner of a language (of course, i never learned my mother tongue properly, now if you want to see me as a foreign language scholar you are in fool’s heaven.), but because that person has followed and criticized my language but was unable to comprehend the sweetness and feelings behind those words……
Now, now, now, m I expecting too much? well I may be. But what to do, I’m like that.
OK, let’s get back to the old story, my situation and condition of my life, how is it??? ans, as usual, and it’s getting worse. And the funny thing is, i don’t know what to do, I have no idea how to change and make my situation or condition better. I have already taken an oath, or you can say half oath and also i dream big. Now i know, and it’s true that ‘patience pays off’.
I’m not optimistic, I knew this from the day I actually came to my senses, but then i know about my life and the way it flows.
Hence, i deny to surrender and accept any kind of defeat. Fighting with my fate and tagged as a loser??? Well, let it be, cause this loser gives a ‘daymere’ to all those winners out there..
‘Daymere’, I am loving this word and for this, I’m ready again to hear “i wish he knew better english!”… 🙂